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it's been around since 09/09/09 and you know i just made that date up right. this is a welcome message, fyi.
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keep movin on
you know someday you just wanna leave everything, run away, escape or whatever you call it.. be yourself, crashed, crushed, break down or whatever...
trying so very hard to console yourself, this is part of growing up, then realised that, this is not what you can handle. but hell, there's no where to run. since this is your world, no matter where you run, it's still yours.
deal with it. bear with it. let it run its course naturally.
although it hurts, it sucks, it breaks you down, you'll get to the point where you'll feel better, or better than before. how can a pain end? i mean, it just gets to a point you dont care as much as you did before no? not necessary a bad thing to me, because, i know it's all learning experience.
you move on.
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i hate most of the people xp
hello good readers of internet! (inspired by Steve Carell)
:DD
it's exactly 60 days now till the day i leave Cairns.
& i have already started to feel that im gonna miss some of the people here, :(
thank you for all the good memories people :)
working in a casino, the one thing that i've found that amazed me alot is how people like to rub their card or fold their card in hopes to get the card they want.
also, they like to smack the card, slap the table, or even shout out loud like how Gh used to chant 'HUMMMMMM!' like that... 囧囧囧
HALO PEOPLE! YOU'RE NOT STEPHEN CHOW!
IT'S NOT GONNA MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE LAHHHHH!
& seriously, im now totally agree to this facebook group - "I'VE WORKED IN HOSPITALITY; I hate most people...." LOL
go & have a look, i totally agree that there're a lot of shitty customers out there who doesnt appreciate other people's service.
please do not take service as granted k?
now listen all shitty customers out there,
1/ i do not response to clicking fingers or whistle. if you do that, i will just look at you & then ignore you. sorry, not trained by you. *&%*%&^$%#$^$^
2/ dude, i know you want a beer. but would you please be so kind to tell me what kind of beer you want???? keep chanting 'beer! beer! beer! beer!' is not gonna get us anywhere. & this applies to coffee orders too.
3/ & yes, i'll make your coffee hot because i know you did not just ordered an iced coffee.
4/ ordering an 'extra hot & nice' coffee makes me feel helpless. i mean, besides heating your cup longer, i have no idea what else can i do.. & dude, who would wanna sell a disgusting coffee if they cant help it?
5/ if you've made an order, stay where you're ok? dont leave me looking for you all around the casino like an idiot. & when i decides that i cant find you after 15 mins, dont come back an hour later saying that you havent got your bloody drinks. common sense is that you go to the bar & ask or look for me? hey, you'll just be looking for me while i have to serve the freaking casino & the bar wont run away or shift whenever it like..
6/ i do not owe you money or whatsoever ok? so dont expect me to be polite to you if you're not friendly yourself. nope you stupid arrogant i-think-im-higher-class-than-everyone-else humans.
im pretty sure the list would go on in years to come, im pretty looking forward to it, haha!
i now, have the utmost respects to all the people who work in hospitality & have been able to put up with all that schmucks.
kudos to all of you.
&&&&&, i still love hospitality :D
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breakaway
i know it's an old song, but it just lingers in mind constantly.
maybe it's because it speaks my mind.
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
make a change?
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bar, cocktails, party
working under pressure is fun, give me more bar shifts~
woohoo! :D
to see your friends spending their time on exams, society clubs & enjoying high school life; while im here, working, & alcohol is just like another glass of water.
i feel sad, i really do.
anyway, it's Charlotte's birthday party on Wednesday! :)
i have a good feeling about how great this party is gonna turn out to be.. X)
gees, im so going to get drunk.
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random day
random fact: i used to really dislike to have people ask me 'how're u', because the only answer i'll give is 'im fine thanks'.
gees i love hospitality more & more.
sure shit happens all the time, from customers, colleagues, bosses blah blah
but i think, or im sure, in every industry, there must be some people that you've met, & felt so grateful that you've met them. im sure. =]
so i have this team leader, that i really really dislike to work with.
for only one reason, she's so so so so so so slow. *sighs*
im not the only one who feels that way honestly, everyone said so too.
it's irritating you know, cus it's like you know how to do all your tasks, but it seems like you like to do it slowly, & i mean really slowly, sighs.
& also, if people offer you help when you have like 15 drinks to dispense, please take it yea?
if we cannot deliver the drinks on time, we're the one who'll kena scold, it's not you who's in the bar k?
& you get colleague who'll do nothing & you have to do everything.
i remember there was once i was doing closing of the casino, & im collecting glasses around.
& the more i collect, the more im agitated.
there was like, wth, freaking 5 trays of empty glasses from one area k!
sighs, do some work man, althou i know you really dislike this job.
but the weird thing about all this is that, i like these people personally.
ah well.
but of course, you get people that you'll like as well.
people who's real good at their job & not arrogant about it, willing to give chances, give advices politely, accepting the fact that people need one & another to do an excellent job etc.
in short, someone worth the respect of yours.
im glad that i found a few here.
so world is unfair. world is cruel. world is hurtful blah blah blah.
i stepped out of my world, felt the pain, & still feel that the world is still full of hope.
i hope that everyone, no matter good or bad, will feel the world, gladly. =]
and i said 'but' at the beginning of the post because now, when people ask me 'how're you', i would say, 'im having a really bad dayyyyyy' :( frowned, like this.
but at the end of the day i feel like smiling to myself, because, im being me, =]
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a life's restart is what i want now.
There is a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix shit. It’s not giving up, it’s realizing you don’t need certain people or the drama they bring with them.It’s called living and learning.
but.. im supposed to be me.
so please, just give me a minute to breathe, i'll be fine.
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smile thru tears
Reign Over Me.
starring with Adam Sandler, Don Cheadle & Liv Tyler.
'live every day like it's the best day of your life.'
cliche? yes. true? always.
seriously, it has been like so freaking long since i teared for a movie. naturally, a good movie is a movie that creates impact, leave impressions & give you a piece of thought.
movies are wonderful things, of course with everything right that is.
i just feel that, the actors are actually experiencing all this you know.
like it really happened to them, no mediocre actors could perform that way man.
things you thought that is happening in a certain way, might not be true, it might even be the other way around.
letting it go, how do you truly do that?
you'll always see them, you'll have that in your mind & it'll always be part of you.
so how? in the end, remembering it eventually become the best way to letting it go.
gees, im talking gibberish.
but to me, i would never hope that i want myself to not remembering anything.
never.
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keep movin on
you know someday you just wanna leave everything, run away, escape or whatever you call it.. be yourself, crashed, crushed, break down or whatever...
trying so very hard to console yourself, this is part of growing up, then realised that, this is not what you can handle. but hell, there's no where to run. since this is your world, no matter where you run, it's still yours.
deal with it. bear with it. let it run its course naturally.
although it hurts, it sucks, it breaks you down, you'll get to the point where you'll feel better, or better than before. how can a pain end? i mean, it just gets to a point you dont care as much as you did before no? not necessary a bad thing to me, because, i know it's all learning experience.
you move on.
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i hate most of the people xp
hello good readers of internet! (inspired by Steve Carell)
:DD
it's exactly 60 days now till the day i leave Cairns.
& i have already started to feel that im gonna miss some of the people here, :(
thank you for all the good memories people :)
working in a casino, the one thing that i've found that amazed me alot is how people like to rub their card or fold their card in hopes to get the card they want.
also, they like to smack the card, slap the table, or even shout out loud like how Gh used to chant 'HUMMMMMM!' like that... 囧囧囧
HALO PEOPLE! YOU'RE NOT STEPHEN CHOW!
IT'S NOT GONNA MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE LAHHHHH!
& seriously, im now totally agree to this facebook group - "I'VE WORKED IN HOSPITALITY; I hate most people...." LOL
go & have a look, i totally agree that there're a lot of shitty customers out there who doesnt appreciate other people's service.
please do not take service as granted k?
now listen all shitty customers out there,
1/ i do not response to clicking fingers or whistle. if you do that, i will just look at you & then ignore you. sorry, not trained by you. *&%*%&^$%#$^$^
2/ dude, i know you want a beer. but would you please be so kind to tell me what kind of beer you want???? keep chanting 'beer! beer! beer! beer!' is not gonna get us anywhere. & this applies to coffee orders too.
3/ & yes, i'll make your coffee hot because i know you did not just ordered an iced coffee.
4/ ordering an 'extra hot & nice' coffee makes me feel helpless. i mean, besides heating your cup longer, i have no idea what else can i do.. & dude, who would wanna sell a disgusting coffee if they cant help it?
5/ if you've made an order, stay where you're ok? dont leave me looking for you all around the casino like an idiot. & when i decides that i cant find you after 15 mins, dont come back an hour later saying that you havent got your bloody drinks. common sense is that you go to the bar & ask or look for me? hey, you'll just be looking for me while i have to serve the freaking casino & the bar wont run away or shift whenever it like..
6/ i do not owe you money or whatsoever ok? so dont expect me to be polite to you if you're not friendly yourself. nope you stupid arrogant i-think-im-higher-class-than-everyone-else humans.
im pretty sure the list would go on in years to come, im pretty looking forward to it, haha!
i now, have the utmost respects to all the people who work in hospitality & have been able to put up with all that schmucks.
kudos to all of you.
&&&&&, i still love hospitality :D
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breakaway
i know it's an old song, but it just lingers in mind constantly.
maybe it's because it speaks my mind.
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
make a change?
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bar, cocktails, party
working under pressure is fun, give me more bar shifts~
woohoo! :D
to see your friends spending their time on exams, society clubs & enjoying high school life; while im here, working, & alcohol is just like another glass of water.
i feel sad, i really do.
anyway, it's Charlotte's birthday party on Wednesday! :)
i have a good feeling about how great this party is gonna turn out to be.. X)
gees, im so going to get drunk.
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random day
random fact: i used to really dislike to have people ask me 'how're u', because the only answer i'll give is 'im fine thanks'.
gees i love hospitality more & more.
sure shit happens all the time, from customers, colleagues, bosses blah blah
but i think, or im sure, in every industry, there must be some people that you've met, & felt so grateful that you've met them. im sure. =]
so i have this team leader, that i really really dislike to work with.
for only one reason, she's so so so so so so slow. *sighs*
im not the only one who feels that way honestly, everyone said so too.
it's irritating you know, cus it's like you know how to do all your tasks, but it seems like you like to do it slowly, & i mean really slowly, sighs.
& also, if people offer you help when you have like 15 drinks to dispense, please take it yea?
if we cannot deliver the drinks on time, we're the one who'll kena scold, it's not you who's in the bar k?
& you get colleague who'll do nothing & you have to do everything.
i remember there was once i was doing closing of the casino, & im collecting glasses around.
& the more i collect, the more im agitated.
there was like, wth, freaking 5 trays of empty glasses from one area k!
sighs, do some work man, althou i know you really dislike this job.
but the weird thing about all this is that, i like these people personally.
ah well.
but of course, you get people that you'll like as well.
people who's real good at their job & not arrogant about it, willing to give chances, give advices politely, accepting the fact that people need one & another to do an excellent job etc.
in short, someone worth the respect of yours.
im glad that i found a few here.
so world is unfair. world is cruel. world is hurtful blah blah blah.
i stepped out of my world, felt the pain, & still feel that the world is still full of hope.
i hope that everyone, no matter good or bad, will feel the world, gladly. =]
and i said 'but' at the beginning of the post because now, when people ask me 'how're you', i would say, 'im having a really bad dayyyyyy' :( frowned, like this.
but at the end of the day i feel like smiling to myself, because, im being me, =]
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a life's restart is what i want now.
There is a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix shit. It’s not giving up, it’s realizing you don’t need certain people or the drama they bring with them.It’s called living and learning.
but.. im supposed to be me.
so please, just give me a minute to breathe, i'll be fine.
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smile thru tears
Reign Over Me.
starring with Adam Sandler, Don Cheadle & Liv Tyler.
'live every day like it's the best day of your life.'
cliche? yes. true? always.
seriously, it has been like so freaking long since i teared for a movie. naturally, a good movie is a movie that creates impact, leave impressions & give you a piece of thought.
movies are wonderful things, of course with everything right that is.
i just feel that, the actors are actually experiencing all this you know.
like it really happened to them, no mediocre actors could perform that way man.
things you thought that is happening in a certain way, might not be true, it might even be the other way around.
letting it go, how do you truly do that?
you'll always see them, you'll have that in your mind & it'll always be part of you.
so how? in the end, remembering it eventually become the best way to letting it go.
gees, im talking gibberish.
but to me, i would never hope that i want myself to not remembering anything.
never.
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Hello there, I'm a 18-year-old female student who currently resides in super sunny Cairns.
I work in a casino but legally, am not allow to visit Malaysia's casino.
I bite, I am not at all friendly.
I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago.
Last but not least, I love family, friends & Mayday.
Adopted Trees.
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