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for shouttttt
kkkkk so i went for the hotel's xmas party @ the pier bar.
took so much photos that i doubt i would remember now.
word of advice: never take insane photos when you're intoxicated.
im so died when the photos come out on facebook T_T
everyone is so drunkkkkkkkkkkk lol
this is what happened when you go to a party that supplies alcohol for free.
for shouttttt man, definitely getting drunk.
Sena is drunk because everyone shouted a drink for her.
& it's not like she knows him & her only, plus after first round there's always a second & third.
Kristine is drunk, & she hurt her head man.
like everyone else who helped her got bloody hand, ouchhhhhhh :(
But i swear it's so much fun to see your supervisors getting smashed ey lol XD
Brian has to work, not fun :(
wanna gives myself a clap ey hurhur
i went back by myself on cab, still able to point the way for the driver & yea most importantly, still alive. haha!
althou my head hurts like hell on the way, & the impulse of getting something outta my throat is so strong.. ORZ
i feel so much better now as compared to when i just got back..
but im pretty sure when the photos come out, im just gonna die once again.. T_T
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我心中尚未崩壞的地方
去年的這個時候我在家了
沒變的是 我去年這個時候也被五月天感動得亂七八糟
五個笨蛋 要照顧自己啦 五迷絕對不想你們累壞的 :(
所有事情變好快
去年哭比較多 今年笑比較多
兩年前很努力K書 去年很努力放棄
很多年前很用力在笑 很多年後很用力在揮霍
其实我们都一模一样
无名却充满了莫名渴望
一生等一次发光
不管你的以前是甚麼年代 以前總是比較好的
不是因為現實是殘酷的 因為現實從來都不是 只是你不肯接受罷了
不是因為長大的世界不再單純 它只是比以前大很多 你不習慣罷了
而我眷戀以前 那是因為 是一個很小 屬於你 可以理解 會接受的世界
我長大了 一點點
以前那個愛笑的紫雲還在 但是 怎麼有點皮笑肉不笑
以前那個相信人之初的紫雲還在 欸 我覺得每個人都是這樣的啦在內心深處
以前那個碰到挫折就賭爛的紫雲還在 但是 我不會放棄的 沒那麼容易
我站在人生歷練比我大一圈的人類裡
聽者他們對我說的那些人心險惡 甚至自己用雙眼證實
不得不說 心寒了一點 真的
被瞧不起 被使喚 被指使 被責備 被諷刺
爭鋒相對 表裡不一 背後的閒言閒語
幹 我以前的世界簡單很多
老實說沒有很好受 但 當成是人生的必經旅程吧
宁愿重伤也不愿悲伤
让伤痕变成了我的徽章
刺在我心脏
永远不忘
可還是沒有人教我這是世界有多醜陋
為甚麼嘛 因為教不來啊
即使言語再蓄意重傷 自身體驗再多再真實地留下痕跡
看到希望那一刻 永遠都會覺得這世界是美好的
知道嗎 我的世界很美好 因為啊 我愛的你們都會對我笑 真的
走過人生無數荊棘的人還都在對世界微笑就是證據
我常說 我已經很累了
猜疑 疑惑 不信任 不討喜
我是人又不是神 當然有在其他人身上用過
但自己 也被其他人這樣標過 那種感覺 好累好假
假到我很討厭自己 最後問自己是你想要的嗎
有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭活一遍
讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 不讓故事這麼的後悔
再給自己一次機會吧
想抱怨的時候還是可以抱怨 傷心的時候還是可以痛哭
這其實就跟開心的時候放聲大笑是一樣理所當然的
雖然我還在學 總是很奢侈給別人機會的大家
自己呢？自己忘記了嗎？不要啦
總會有個人在為你心痛的
大家 我的大家
家人 朋友 五月天
謝謝你們 我愛你們 ♥
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主唱主唱主唱
喜歡五月天沒有很久嘛我真正想買五月天專輯是神的孩子都在跳舞那一張 5年前而已嘛
但我真的注意到五月天的那首歌是時光機 對那個剛踏出溫室的小鬼頭來說 很真實啊 真的 啊對了 到現在一直都還是 那些歌
對五月天的第一個印象是當時看娛樂新聞看得很猛的我 看到五月天的大家 當兵的當兵 深造的深造的 那則新聞 抱頭大哭 噢我是說歌迷跟五位大帥
吉他 打鼓 作詞 作曲 十足的音樂家 陳信宏 一開始我以為這位仁兄是團長呢 通常主唱是團長嘛 哈哈 這讓我想到有一段演唱會上 其他團員鬧脾氣說阿信一個人來開演唱會就好了那樣 呵呵 好可愛啊啊大家
阿信主唱大人 ♥ 不知道你是以甚麼樣的心情站在我們面前 唱著那些歌 但我很慶幸你們陪我長大了 我敢說我長大了 因為你們 所以謝謝你們噢
你們真的真的真的真的很棒啦 五月天 要一直健康快樂啦 阿信王子 =]
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老大老大老大
這個男人很帥.
除了電眼可以殺死萬千少女之外, 不為人知的一面更帥.
阿信曾說過這位是金属男人.
⎡但是他，却不以为苦的每天把电池充满，放在书包里，随时背着那些沈甸甸的电池。⎦
－ from 阿信
當年手機還沒有很盛行, 所以有大只大哥大的怪獸是連絡大家的那位.
再辛苦也要把五月天連在一起, 讓我們聽到今天這個五月天.
這個改變你我世界的五月天.
笑笑地, 把這沈重的責任擔上.
男兒不輕言掉淚.
我討厭手無縛雞之力,一點小事就嘰嘰歪歪的男人.
但要個堅強如金屬的男人掉淚, 我覺得那眼淚, 在說溫柔.
怪獸哭讓我最深刻的是, 阿信希望大家幫怪獸媽媽祈禱那一次.
演唱會整場人都看著怪獸, 透過怪獸想把力量傳給怪獸媽媽那一次.
我想怪獸感覺到了, 所以哭了吧.
聽說怪獸媽媽還沒好, 但這男人在我們面前卻笑了.
我說, 好心痛啊.
對我來說, 五月天的帥是已經超出宇宙界限了.
因為裡外連起來一起帥真的太帥了.
我相信五迷都一定是醬的, 所以才會那麼被深深的吸引, 不可自拔地感動.
怪獸老大, 生日快樂 ♥
麻煩你要一直快樂噢, 因為你會是我們永遠的老大.
那個笑起來很腼腆的老大.
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yet another
was so busy in bar & it was so bizarre for a Monday -0-
i understand that alcohol makes you a different person but, i think people should really take responsibility of their actions, whether you're intoxicated or not.
for example, dont be stupid enough to open a tab then let people take advantage of that!
i seriously wont do that if i know im get drunk. or set a limit will ya? -0-
professional actor/actress.
i now have to agree that it's such an appropriate word to describe hospitality people.
i wonder how many times when we go out & get a drink, the bartenders who smile at us, were actually doing the opposite inside? hahahahaha XD
but im pretty sure that there's still real professional people out there who can serve regardless of what shitty people they get. =]
& this happen the other day..
Obnoxious Guy: Do you have mint?
Me: Er.. no sorry.
Obnoxious Guy: No? Like the mint you put in Mojito, no?
Me: Oh mint yes we do have! I thought you were saying mint for chewing..
Me: So you want mint? (suspicious look)
Obnoxious Guy: Yea.
*asked again & repeat twice*
Me: (brought up a mint) So you want the mint? Or do u want the cocktail Mojito?
Obnoxious Guy: Oh no I want the mint because the restaurant on the other side ran out of mint & send me over to get some. No! I want Mojito! Why would I want the mint! To sniff at it?!
Me: ... (gives a very sarcastic look)
for goodness sake, if you want Mojito, say it! dont act like a pro-wannabe & give hard times to others! god knows want you want to do with the mint. i mean, people come up to the bar & ask for free garnishes, so another weirdo like you might also jolly well come up & ask for a mint!
So I did the drink, serve him & charged him. Damn I should charge him more ey?
Obnoxious Guy: You looked up the recipe didnt you?
Me: Yea of course! (defiantly) I have to make sure that I didnt put in extra ingredients that im not supposed to put. (like the whole used up lemon, abit of expired milk, the dust...)
Me, very ultra annoyed: Oh by the way, if you still need the mint for your little mission, just tell me ok?
Obnoxious Guy: *mumbles mumbles*
there, i feel better already xD
ok shall stop ranting for now.
check this out, that's me having wanna slap people lol
kkkkkk take care everyone! =]
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we'll spin right here right here
clap clap for me, went out but didnt drink :D
peeps came from Port Douglas, which is a 2 hours car drive from Cairns.
so i didnt drink any at all today is because im on drugs. i mean, medications. xD
the funniest part is that Jane too lol.
Jane: you know, i got infections too! but which part which part?
(after i told her that im taking antibiotics because of the infection)
Elaine: eh.. that part. (pointing)
Jane: OMG SAME! IT HURTS ALOT RIGHT!
& I cant stop laughing already hahahahahahaha
i cant believe such coincidence man lol
so yea, we both didnt drink for the night yeah yeah clap clap :DDD
we went to sing random english old school songs at random japanese restaurant
lol it's good fun thou, althou it got a little bored in the end.. -0-
then we started to club hopping everywhere around Cairns haha
first to Cover Girls, then Woolshed, then Gilligan's & in the end Casino bar..
i really want a cocktail tonight :[
but one thing to be thankful is that they're drinking shots, & i cant drink hoho
suddenly doesnt like tequila shots anymore, they give you really bad headache the next day :(
I wanna go to the Salt House again :]
food's good, cocktails are good & the rest are good too :D
Brian is working tonight xD
so we planned to visit him while he's working yea..
but this security (i always thought that he's cute), is being really strict to us T_T
got a bit upset when i found out that he's not happy about it..
it feels like, we did something wrong then he's disappointed that kinda feeling.. you know what i mean? haha x)
so im watching New Moon tomorrow.
trailer looks good, but im little upset when i found out that my com doesnt read blu-ray disc cus well, my plan was to watch Twilight before New Moon so that I can feel the connections. :(
but i supposed it's alright :D
i need to go to work already, bye bye now! :)
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for the woman who lives in room 154
I was looking up for short form for my name.
Mainly because I remembered that Jane tried to come up with one while in RIH cus she thought that E-laine is too tedious to say, according to her, the name is only good for when she wants to complain something to me, like... "EEEEEEEEE-LAINNNNEEEEE~~"
lol! i supposed that's true xD
So i went to look for it.
It turns out that my short form is 'Lainey'. Hmm, not bad not bad.
Hopefully someone will call me that in the future.
I wanna meet someone like Jane next year :(
Jane why did u leave! I hate youuuuuu!! :(((((
But im so gonna visit you next year in Melbourne, let's go clubbing together again! :DD
this woman is amazing k?
she really lights up my life in RIH, thanks for being so amazing k?
i really appreciate it &&, i love you la. (shy)
btw, she suggested that my short form to be 'E'. like 'E' only.
lol, responses were great but nobody really call me that. xD
& also, the meaning is supposedly to be 'the form of Helen'.
& that reminds me of Guo Han & Samuel talking about the Helen from sec2 camp.
btw, Jo! your short form is 'Fifi'! I am so going to call u that! :DDDDDD
anyway.
countdown is 48 days. sian days seem so long now.
but my family is gonna come for christmas! woohoo!
happy happy joy joy ♥
am scared. pls dnt be like what i have been thru last year. pls dont.
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for shouttttt
kkkkk so i went for the hotel's xmas party @ the pier bar.
took so much photos that i doubt i would remember now.
word of advice: never take insane photos when you're intoxicated.
im so died when the photos come out on facebook T_T
everyone is so drunkkkkkkkkkkk lol
this is what happened when you go to a party that supplies alcohol for free.
for shouttttt man, definitely getting drunk.
Sena is drunk because everyone shouted a drink for her.
& it's not like she knows him & her only, plus after first round there's always a second & third.
Kristine is drunk, & she hurt her head man.
like everyone else who helped her got bloody hand, ouchhhhhhh :(
But i swear it's so much fun to see your supervisors getting smashed ey lol XD
Brian has to work, not fun :(
wanna gives myself a clap ey hurhur
i went back by myself on cab, still able to point the way for the driver & yea most importantly, still alive. haha!
althou my head hurts like hell on the way, & the impulse of getting something outta my throat is so strong.. ORZ
i feel so much better now as compared to when i just got back..
but im pretty sure when the photos come out, im just gonna die once again.. T_T
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我心中尚未崩壞的地方
去年的這個時候我在家了
沒變的是 我去年這個時候也被五月天感動得亂七八糟
五個笨蛋 要照顧自己啦 五迷絕對不想你們累壞的 :(
所有事情變好快
去年哭比較多 今年笑比較多
兩年前很努力K書 去年很努力放棄
很多年前很用力在笑 很多年後很用力在揮霍
其实我们都一模一样
无名却充满了莫名渴望
一生等一次发光
不管你的以前是甚麼年代 以前總是比較好的
不是因為現實是殘酷的 因為現實從來都不是 只是你不肯接受罷了
不是因為長大的世界不再單純 它只是比以前大很多 你不習慣罷了
而我眷戀以前 那是因為 是一個很小 屬於你 可以理解 會接受的世界
我長大了 一點點
以前那個愛笑的紫雲還在 但是 怎麼有點皮笑肉不笑
以前那個相信人之初的紫雲還在 欸 我覺得每個人都是這樣的啦在內心深處
以前那個碰到挫折就賭爛的紫雲還在 但是 我不會放棄的 沒那麼容易
我站在人生歷練比我大一圈的人類裡
聽者他們對我說的那些人心險惡 甚至自己用雙眼證實
不得不說 心寒了一點 真的
被瞧不起 被使喚 被指使 被責備 被諷刺
爭鋒相對 表裡不一 背後的閒言閒語
幹 我以前的世界簡單很多
老實說沒有很好受 但 當成是人生的必經旅程吧
宁愿重伤也不愿悲伤
让伤痕变成了我的徽章
刺在我心脏
永远不忘
可還是沒有人教我這是世界有多醜陋
為甚麼嘛 因為教不來啊
即使言語再蓄意重傷 自身體驗再多再真實地留下痕跡
看到希望那一刻 永遠都會覺得這世界是美好的
知道嗎 我的世界很美好 因為啊 我愛的你們都會對我笑 真的
走過人生無數荊棘的人還都在對世界微笑就是證據
我常說 我已經很累了
猜疑 疑惑 不信任 不討喜
我是人又不是神 當然有在其他人身上用過
但自己 也被其他人這樣標過 那種感覺 好累好假
假到我很討厭自己 最後問自己是你想要的嗎
有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭活一遍
讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 不讓故事這麼的後悔
再給自己一次機會吧
想抱怨的時候還是可以抱怨 傷心的時候還是可以痛哭
這其實就跟開心的時候放聲大笑是一樣理所當然的
雖然我還在學 總是很奢侈給別人機會的大家
自己呢？自己忘記了嗎？不要啦
總會有個人在為你心痛的
大家 我的大家
家人 朋友 五月天
謝謝你們 我愛你們 ♥
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主唱主唱主唱
喜歡五月天沒有很久嘛我真正想買五月天專輯是神的孩子都在跳舞那一張 5年前而已嘛
但我真的注意到五月天的那首歌是時光機 對那個剛踏出溫室的小鬼頭來說 很真實啊 真的 啊對了 到現在一直都還是 那些歌
對五月天的第一個印象是當時看娛樂新聞看得很猛的我 看到五月天的大家 當兵的當兵 深造的深造的 那則新聞 抱頭大哭 噢我是說歌迷跟五位大帥
吉他 打鼓 作詞 作曲 十足的音樂家 陳信宏 一開始我以為這位仁兄是團長呢 通常主唱是團長嘛 哈哈 這讓我想到有一段演唱會上 其他團員鬧脾氣說阿信一個人來開演唱會就好了那樣 呵呵 好可愛啊啊大家
阿信主唱大人 ♥ 不知道你是以甚麼樣的心情站在我們面前 唱著那些歌 但我很慶幸你們陪我長大了 我敢說我長大了 因為你們 所以謝謝你們噢
你們真的真的真的真的很棒啦 五月天 要一直健康快樂啦 阿信王子 =]
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老大老大老大
這個男人很帥.
除了電眼可以殺死萬千少女之外, 不為人知的一面更帥.
阿信曾說過這位是金属男人.
⎡但是他，却不以为苦的每天把电池充满，放在书包里，随时背着那些沈甸甸的电池。⎦
－ from 阿信
當年手機還沒有很盛行, 所以有大只大哥大的怪獸是連絡大家的那位.
再辛苦也要把五月天連在一起, 讓我們聽到今天這個五月天.
這個改變你我世界的五月天.
笑笑地, 把這沈重的責任擔上.
男兒不輕言掉淚.
我討厭手無縛雞之力,一點小事就嘰嘰歪歪的男人.
但要個堅強如金屬的男人掉淚, 我覺得那眼淚, 在說溫柔.
怪獸哭讓我最深刻的是, 阿信希望大家幫怪獸媽媽祈禱那一次.
演唱會整場人都看著怪獸, 透過怪獸想把力量傳給怪獸媽媽那一次.
我想怪獸感覺到了, 所以哭了吧.
聽說怪獸媽媽還沒好, 但這男人在我們面前卻笑了.
我說, 好心痛啊.
對我來說, 五月天的帥是已經超出宇宙界限了.
因為裡外連起來一起帥真的太帥了.
我相信五迷都一定是醬的, 所以才會那麼被深深的吸引, 不可自拔地感動.
怪獸老大, 生日快樂 ♥
麻煩你要一直快樂噢, 因為你會是我們永遠的老大.
那個笑起來很腼腆的老大.
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yet another
was so busy in bar & it was so bizarre for a Monday -0-
i understand that alcohol makes you a different person but, i think people should really take responsibility of their actions, whether you're intoxicated or not.
for example, dont be stupid enough to open a tab then let people take advantage of that!
i seriously wont do that if i know im get drunk. or set a limit will ya? -0-
professional actor/actress.
i now have to agree that it's such an appropriate word to describe hospitality people.
i wonder how many times when we go out & get a drink, the bartenders who smile at us, were actually doing the opposite inside? hahahahaha XD
but im pretty sure that there's still real professional people out there who can serve regardless of what shitty people they get. =]
& this happen the other day..
Obnoxious Guy: Do you have mint?
Me: Er.. no sorry.
Obnoxious Guy: No? Like the mint you put in Mojito, no?
Me: Oh mint yes we do have! I thought you were saying mint for chewing..
Me: So you want mint? (suspicious look)
Obnoxious Guy: Yea.
*asked again & repeat twice*
Me: (brought up a mint) So you want the mint? Or do u want the cocktail Mojito?
Obnoxious Guy: Oh no I want the mint because the restaurant on the other side ran out of mint & send me over to get some. No! I want Mojito! Why would I want the mint! To sniff at it?!
Me: ... (gives a very sarcastic look)
for goodness sake, if you want Mojito, say it! dont act like a pro-wannabe & give hard times to others! god knows want you want to do with the mint. i mean, people come up to the bar & ask for free garnishes, so another weirdo like you might also jolly well come up & ask for a mint!
So I did the drink, serve him & charged him. Damn I should charge him more ey?
Obnoxious Guy: You looked up the recipe didnt you?
Me: Yea of course! (defiantly) I have to make sure that I didnt put in extra ingredients that im not supposed to put. (like the whole used up lemon, abit of expired milk, the dust...)
Me, very ultra annoyed: Oh by the way, if you still need the mint for your little mission, just tell me ok?
Obnoxious Guy: *mumbles mumbles*
there, i feel better already xD
ok shall stop ranting for now.
check this out, that's me having wanna slap people lol
kkkkkk take care everyone! =]
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clap clap for me, went out but didnt drink :D
peeps came from Port Douglas, which is a 2 hours car drive from Cairns.
so i didnt drink any at all today is because im on drugs. i mean, medications. xD
the funniest part is that Jane too lol.
Jane: you know, i got infections too! but which part which part?
(after i told her that im taking antibiotics because of the infection)
Elaine: eh.. that part. (pointing)
Jane: OMG SAME! IT HURTS ALOT RIGHT!
& I cant stop laughing already hahahahahahaha
i cant believe such coincidence man lol
so yea, we both didnt drink for the night yeah yeah clap clap :DDD
we went to sing random english old school songs at random japanese restaurant
lol it's good fun thou, althou it got a little bored in the end.. -0-
then we started to club hopping everywhere around Cairns haha
first to Cover Girls, then Woolshed, then Gilligan's & in the end Casino bar..
i really want a cocktail tonight :[
but one thing to be thankful is that they're drinking shots, & i cant drink hoho
suddenly doesnt like tequila shots anymore, they give you really bad headache the next day :(
I wanna go to the Salt House again :]
food's good, cocktails are good & the rest are good too :D
Brian is working tonight xD
so we planned to visit him while he's working yea..
but this security (i always thought that he's cute), is being really strict to us T_T
got a bit upset when i found out that he's not happy about it..
it feels like, we did something wrong then he's disappointed that kinda feeling.. you know what i mean? haha x)
so im watching New Moon tomorrow.
trailer looks good, but im little upset when i found out that my com doesnt read blu-ray disc cus well, my plan was to watch Twilight before New Moon so that I can feel the connections. :(
but i supposed it's alright :D
i need to go to work already, bye bye now! :)
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for the woman who lives in room 154
I was looking up for short form for my name.
Mainly because I remembered that Jane tried to come up with one while in RIH cus she thought that E-laine is too tedious to say, according to her, the name is only good for when she wants to complain something to me, like... "EEEEEEEEE-LAINNNNEEEEE~~"
lol! i supposed that's true xD
So i went to look for it.
It turns out that my short form is 'Lainey'. Hmm, not bad not bad.
Hopefully someone will call me that in the future.
I wanna meet someone like Jane next year :(
Jane why did u leave! I hate youuuuuu!! :(((((
But im so gonna visit you next year in Melbourne, let's go clubbing together again! :DD
this woman is amazing k?
she really lights up my life in RIH, thanks for being so amazing k?
i really appreciate it &&, i love you la. (shy)
btw, she suggested that my short form to be 'E'. like 'E' only.
lol, responses were great but nobody really call me that. xD
& also, the meaning is supposedly to be 'the form of Helen'.
& that reminds me of Guo Han & Samuel talking about the Helen from sec2 camp.
btw, Jo! your short form is 'Fifi'! I am so going to call u that! :DDDDDD
anyway.
countdown is 48 days. sian days seem so long now.
but my family is gonna come for christmas! woohoo!
happy happy joy joy ♥
am scared. pls dnt be like what i have been thru last year. pls dont.
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Hello there, I'm a 18-year-old female student who currently resides in super sunny Cairns.
I work in a casino but legally, am not allow to visit Malaysia's casino.
I bite, I am not at all friendly.
I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago.
Last but not least, I love family, friends & Mayday.
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